95 Stories walks on Christmas Vespers


HOPE HOLIDAY TRADITION — Christmas Vespers is a long outstanding hope tradition. With a recording every three years, the protest at this Sunday’s service changed the sound. (Thomas Renner)

As the semester begins to turn in for a long-awaited Christmas break, participants of The 95 Stories, a student run project dedicated to displaying experiences of homophobia and racism within the Hope College community, debuted their cause this past weekend with a music-silencing walked out of Christmas Vespers.

At Sunday’s 2:00 p.m. service, Josh Chun Wah Kam (’18), a Chapel Choir tenor and the primary spokesperson of the 95 stories, stood up with a nail and a poster detailing the stories and walked down the main aisle of Dimnent Chapel.

Throughout this and next semester, the group will be utilizing Twitter, blogs and posters throughout campus to share 95 stories of Hope College students’ experiences with homophobia and racism in short excerpts.

According to the preface of The 95 Stories, the group’s mission statement is: “ Out of love for our college and from a desire to love it better, we students of color and LGBT students of Hope College share stories of racism and homophobia on campus: because there can be no Christian community without candor.”

Kam’s poster was intercepted by the conductor, Dr. Brad Richmond of the Hope music department, as Heidi Schaetzl (’18) and Nathaniel Nelson (’18) began dumping hundred of posters over the balcony. In communication with Dr. Richmond, a group of Chapel Choir students released a private statement to The Anchor about the event.

Within the statement the group said: “We are very sad that our director was forced to take a negative stance toward something he would otherwise support and hope that his work toward inclusivity and equality on this campus is not discredited.”

In a statement he released to The Anchor, Kam claimed that a fourth participant in the protest, Michael Vasquez, a student at Western Theological Seminary, was “manhandled by a member of Hope College staff, who attempted to violently apprehend him.”

In an interview with Vasquez about the incident, he outlined it in disturbing detail. He claimed that Tom Renner, former associate vice president for public and community relations at Hope, ran after him and yelled at him. As Vasquez tried to exit the situation, Renner and an unnamed Hope employee “grabbed [Vasquez] by the arms and pulled [him] back toward them.”

Vasquez went on by saying: “I kept trying to get away from them but they continued to accost me, twist my arms, and drag me around.” He accused Renner of taking pictures of him and the other unnamed faculty following him home.

Vazquez has made reports to both Campus Safety and the Holland Police Department about the incident. However, Kam reiterated throughout his statements that Campus Safety was courteous to the protestor and politely escorted them out of chapel.

Following the protest, The 95 Stories, mostly operating through their Twitter (@95_ stories) and blog (95stories., released a “Why We Did It” essay written by Kam, Schaetzl and Nelson.

Within the essay, they acknowledged the critics of the protest, saying; “We anticipate being criticized for being profoundly disrespectful and inconsiderate.” They continued by asking; “How dare we, students of Hope, take a sacred concert that brings families together, and selfishly make this about our agenda?”

After acknowledging the major critics, the authors claimed to stand by their actions. Although they see the place in which critics stand, they still believe Vespers created the ideal public place to debut their cause.

As stated previously, the group upholds the motto; “No Christian community without candor.” Throughout both the essay and private statements, they invited comments on their blog.

Following their previous statement, the Chapel Choir group also added that; “We as a group are sympathetic and supportive of 95 stories, but we are disappointed that the sanctity of the service was disrupted.”

In conclusion, the Chapel choir group said; “We pray that understanding and peace will flood this campus in the wake of this demonstration.”

In an interview prior to the protest, Kam shared that The 95 Stories is meant to share stories that lead to a more inclusive community for all, “not to burn campus to the ground.”

He went on to explain that Hope has always stood for family and that family starts at intersections. For those with any reaction to the event, the individuals behind The 95 Stories invite discussion, critiques and support on their blog or Twitter pages.

Sophia Vander Kooy ('20) is a political science and international studies major with an unofficial passion for taking creative writing classes. She was the Production Manager at the Anchor during the spring semester of 2020, and previously served as the Editor-in-Chief. She is also a member of the Women's Track and Cross Country teams at Hope, the STEP Community Outreach Student Director and the Co-President of Hope Yoga. Sophia loves writing, being outside, cooking, running and connecting with all kinds of people. She has found the space to be herself at The Anchor and knows that she is not alone in that.

'95 Stories walks on Christmas Vespers' has 3 comments

  1. December 7, 2017 @ 7:51 pm Jim

    I don’t care if you support LGBTQQI, the KKK, the FARC, PETA, or ARENA, disrupting Christmas Vespers was a selfish act. All involved should be expelled.


  2. December 31, 2017 @ 4:46 am Michelle Schimpke

    I would love to connect with this group. I went to Hope College in 2011-2013 and was president and Vice President of two student-lead groups at the time and saw no success. It appears that the problem has only increased. If the leaders of these groups read this, please email me and I would love to help your cause and be a support and advocate. Hope College needs to change, I left because of my depression based from the inacceptance of this school. I want to help you with your vision, as I was not strong enough to continue at the time I attended school there. Keep hope you guys.


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